congrats myself today for going to uni.
went to stats, sat on the floor again.
but at least i learnt something new.
and then went french, got totally lost.
so decided that i should drop it. and return back to my stupid japanese.
was really tired, went for an afternoon nap.
i think the nap caused my emoness.
i dreamt of some.. people.. doing some unrealistic things again..
and when i woke up, i realise that it was a dream again.
must stop thinking too much about everything. if not i'll turn out to be another heiman.
and that would be really bad bad.
but sometimes i wonder if the things that i think in my brain is right or wrong.
like i really want to know the answer, but i know that i'll never get the answer.
and it just struggles with me.
been watching autumn concerto, the music goes well with the scenes.
thats why i guess its called concerto?
but it gets quite boring at some times. like really draggy. and they talk really slow.
so it doesn't catch my full attention.
right now, im watching saw6 and blogging because no one is msning me.
do feel lonely, really missed the weekends last year.
what we could have been, 8:10 PM.